January 2nd, 2020: Ain't No Rest For The Wicked

Perchance it's bold to call myself wicked. Whatever. I do what I want. You're not my real dad. 

This fell backwards about five years in humor real fast. 

Anyway, so Cage The Elephant song still applies. There ain't no rest. Today is my first full day back on that freelance grind and boy, are we back to chugging forward real fast. 

With the hype and success around The Witcher and The Mandolorian, and being the resident nerd a lot of my workspaces, I have come back to a flurry of work. It's fantastic and very overwhelming all at once. Luckily I'm just blowing through it all (in a good way) and we're remembering that I'm a busy feck. 

Times like these, writing about things I do enjoy, I do get to feel pretty hype about working. Writing about things I find boring or uninteresting is where it gets all sticky. 

I've been writing that fanfic weirdness. I've been doing the blogs, some applications, all this new work. I am fully back on the crazy train and that's okay for now, honestly. I was getting a little stir-crazy near the end of my vacation there. 

It's crazy to me that life can be so up in the air one day, even existential and maddening, and then it can sort itself out the next. It's crazy to me that I can hate the same work two weeks earlier because the "trends" mean I have to write boring things but then now I am writing such fun stuff. What kind of insanity is that?

Or, wilder, I learned a song yesterday? Like, what wild shit is that? And I don't mean just learned a new song, I mean on my keyboard. With my silly fingers, I can play the melody to Beauty and The Beast. How fucking hype?

I know it's literally only a day in, but I;m really excited for this "Enjoy and Enhance" year. I feel good about applying to places and learning new things. It's nice to not be focusing on just creating more and more. Instead, I'm just growing and it's not "I'm dying so better figure this shit out". It's because i chose to do this. It's on purpose. 

I made an adult decision this is goddamn wild. 

Anyway, so this is likely the lamest blog post ever and hopefully tomorrow I have something cooler to say than just reiterating the same shit from yesterday or today. But i guess, with today's busy knowledge, I just wanted to add and expand onto the ideas from yesterday.

Oh boy, looking at me, enjoying and enhancing. 

​Okay, time for my lame ass to eat lunch. BYE